My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.

Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. Psalm 139:15,16

Then Jesus said, "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?"
John 11:40
See, I have written your name on the palms of my hands… Isaiah 49:16a

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

It is so hard to even know where to start.  I have had a few friends encourage me that I needed to share my story with others so I guess I will throw caution to the wind and jump on in.
Our family is still reeling from the loss of yet another baby, Zoe.  I was 22 weeks pregnant when she was born.......and she has changed my life forever.  I want to be a better person because of her, I want to make a difference in the lives of others even more now than I did before.  In future, I want to help others who will walk the road we are on.
I love how Angie Smith described life in mourning:
"The sacred dance between grief and joy"
I will post a link to her blog so you can read her story about their beautiful Audrey.  Angie has spoken so much truth and healing to my broken heart.  I am so thankful that she chose to share the things that God has shown her through their loss.

There are many days I still feel guilty for smiling or laughing. Guilty for "moving on" even one step without her......and the dance continues...... 

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